Thursday, May 26, 2011

I forgot to mention

I'm going to Soundwave Revolution jayfahkalajdjalahskajbd I love having something to look forward to, it's nice

A miniature version of what I would like to say

Vanessa uses pretentious vocabulary in the wrong way and shows off about not eating.

Give me a pen, call me Mr. Benzadrine

My throat hurts and my eye lids are closing.
I think that maybe somehow I wish that I went to Preshil but since it's totally out of the question, I'm just going to ignore that. I'll just live out my dream through the words of Adrien (And Max?) for now. Or something. I hate myself.

Today I completed the worst and hardest business test ever created by the devil. I think I passed. Actually maybe not when I think really hard about it.

I can't bring myself to be bothered with words.
Good bye, friends.

Monday, May 23, 2011

Why is Sky Ferreira so cool?

I am currently watching Fight Club and I feel kind of nice.
I don't think that I should ever go to school ever again. It's not really important and stuff. I'm learning enough at the moment from this 100th viewing of this movie. Go away, everything else.
Also what was David/Zander talking about when they said Bob was attractive? Like no. Not even at the start.

lkjnefa yeah so anyway
I like things, they are nice. I like Adam, he is a lovely boy.
I like Frani and Camille and Henry and everyone.
Maybe later I will write things that matter.

No one is reading this - you are all at school.
Good bye

Being sick is ridiculous

At the moment, I have this really strange sensation in which I feel as though I'm faking sick, but I'm really not. I keep thinking 'Yes, my mum's buying it!' But then I'm like, this isn't pretend, and I actually feel like crap. I haven't felt this genuinely sick in so long, it's really weird.
It's like not even I will believe that I'm sick aof;ejna what is this.

I want to go to school tomorrow
But like
I'm not going to
So there you go.

Friday, May 20, 2011

Curtis

His dad just saw a Beatles cover band and the lead singer was named Grace Dowling


How crazy/exciting

Thursday, May 19, 2011

It is 1:14 and I'm not tired

cbs writing a whole lot of stuff
Things are fun sometimes
I think tomorrow might be nice
Good bye

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

The weather is bringing everyone down.

I am going to be okay

I am going to be okay

I am going to be okay

I am going to be okay

I am going to be okay

I am going to be okay

I am going to be okay

I am going to be okay

I am going to be okay

I am going to be okay

I am going to be okay

I am going to be okay

I am going to be okay

I am going to be okay

I am going to be okay

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Woke up at 4:45. Owned Religion in the face.

Okay not really
I'm expecting a B

One month with Adam today. Give a cheer.

The bus in nice bye

I'm a big fan of 50 Cent, or as he's known in Zimbabwe, four hundred million dollars.

Why is facebook funny sometimes?

Ugh okay so the thing is, Adam and friends and stuff make me feel nice and happy but everything else is kind of awful and I can't be bothered doing things. I especially can't be bothered with this religion assignment. It's not even that much work. Just ceebs?
I wrote a poem at work. It wasn't very nice but it made me feel a lot better. I actually wrote about five, and I wrote them on old reciepts and put them in my waistband.
It was a weird shift tonight.

I'm in a strange and peculiar
Mood
And
I
Don't
Know
Why

Saturday, May 7, 2011

La la la la

Adam loves me la la la la la everything in the world is great lalala la la la laaaa la la I love Adam la la la la la

Thursday, May 5, 2011

I was fine until everyone started treating me like I shouldn't be

2nd floor G bathrooms. I don't want to go to Maths. I want someone nice to come in here and hug me. I want someone I don't really know to hug me. I want to tell everyone everything. I want to go home. I want to read The Great Gatsby.

It's such a strange thing

When everything catches up with you. My entire body feels tired.
Tonight was the hugest turning point I guess. UghThatSoundsLame. But I guess I don't know I've kinda realised what things actually mean and stuff yeah I don't know. Words aren't my thing.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Fucking hell some people suck

Why does James Story even talk ever

And who the hell is Jalena

What is this
Last night was one of those nights you know will stay with you for life.

Ca-use that's just ri-dic-u-lous-ly odd

kso I'm just hoping that when I'm old, I can have access to my old blogs and read through them because by then, time travel will exist and I can just zoom back in time and hit myself in the face and make my blog awesome and then I will grow up to be a great person. Cool.

Holy Joseph I can't stop listening to Britney aaipjoflmefijkn

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Right now is

Berry/White chocolate scone, Napoleon Dynamite, Disgustingly comfortable clothes, Bed, Depression, Anger, Headaches.
I feel so fucking disgusting, I don't even know why. Today is meant to be my favourite day in the year and yet it turned out to be the worst day in a really long time. Everything sucks and I hate everything.
I feel as if I should feel all proud because I missed Business and half of English to get picked up early and come sleep at home, but really I can't be bothered feeling proud. I can't really be bothered feeling. Ugh today not only did I feel ugly, but I felt stupid and dull and inadequate and tired and angry and ugh. I don't even know. Ugh.

I miss Adam very much and would like to be able to see him at school more often or something.

Ugh ugh ugh so many things I'd like to say right now but I can't be fucking bothered. I feel so fucking down.
Fuck fuck
Ugh

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Oh wow

Waiting for a train

Why was yesterday so incredibly fun? I want to join a Chinese church forever oh my God it was so wonderful. I love new people shhskajshsais so much fun.
Then I got to spend some time with ma gurrrrlllll. Which always sux.
Well not really but yeah!

Skyping Anton last night made me sad and feel awful. It has been one quarter and one week of his time away. I think it's going slowly.

Oh wow some guy just started telling me about how his train is always late and how he always misses the start of the footy. He's traveling to Box Hill. Figures.

Right now I'm so exceptionally nervous for Adam's house and I don't even really know why. Gakaksgsja I hate myself.

When I get home, I have to somehow miraculously finish all my holiday homework which somehow once again I have managed to leave until the very last night. There is something wrong with me. 

I have a feeling I look bad today.
Awesome !

Uhyeahbye.