what a stupid, stupid predicament

i'm in love with the wrong person ha ha HA this is funny and not at all fucked up

u dnt no dat ur btiful

omg ok i just put on a face mask and i'm at that point where it's stinging so intensely but it's like i have mixed feelings because i'm in so much pain but at the same time i know that it's all the impurities leaving my pores and cleansing my skin and yep

i don't know, man, life is moving too quickly. i mean i catch up with school work and stuff but then the time is moving too quickly and i just fall behind again. the same is happening with relationships and friendships i mean i'm just running out of time. this reminds me: tomorrow is one month until i go to france. that is intense. i'm actually getting really excited but so insanely nervous like the idea of relying on my school knowledge to communicate with these people is so daunting ugh

exams and things are also kind of worrying i guess because i'm kind of trying not to think about them which is pretty much the opposite of what i should do but at the same time i'm pretty content.


my faCE IS STINGING

this whole decision making thing is driving me slightly mental and once again i'm placed in that standstill of confusion in which i am forced to evaluate and review small aspects of my life to create a cumulative overview and therefore the basis to construct sensible decisions and choices.

i took the face stuff off and now i have invisible pores and soft skin yep


idk man

i'm going to bed
i need to start writing in my diary again

just talked to matt guala

sometimes i wonder how life can be so beautiful!


I don't know - I had an actual nice today today because even though things were messed up and I have fallen behind in every possible aspect, everything today went right and it was beautiful and glorious and yes I enjoyed living for a day thank you everyone watch me take a bow

wait no i'll finish this later