I am so sorry that I now only post morbid, whiny, pathetic posts but you see it's just kind of how I'm feeling at the moment. I just.... There's so many things that have amounted to this overwhelming sadness. Today when I started crying-no, bawling, it was like this huge realisation of how very much it hurts. I thought I didn't know why it was happening and that's what I said but I suppose I do.
I know I don't have depression, I'm not sick. I just get really tired of everything quickly. I'm just so stressed. This whole...everything is just hard. It's hard.
I'm going to make a deliberate effort to feel/be better. I'm going to go home and complete my work and everything I have to do. Then I'm going to have an unnaturally large cup of tea and watch the crap out of Desperate Housewives. I'm going to be alright, most definitely alright.
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