No no no no no

This is going to seem fully bipolar but I can't do this
I can't let myself get this awful

Tomorrow is going to be alright and I don't even care that I have P.E or double Lit because I'm going to be nice to people and maybe I'll eat alright and maybe I'll go and scream at student services because they've deprived me of appointments for months 'accidentally'. Maybe I'll go to sleep now and wake up not feeling as ugly as I do now. Optimism!

Good night all.
I'm sorry again.