everything to do with fucking adam seems so fucking stupid and petty and i'm like what ejht ecifuck i jsut want it to be over what the FUCK josegk s i can't ehandle this this is so stupid why do i feel so angry my uncle was so great and he didn't fucking deserve thisno one in my family fuc,ing descerves this why does everything have to be bad all the time i'nd sick of askikgn for confolences from everyolnd i can't keep askikgn them to support me and everyone is so fucking nice and it's not fair to them ikb d on't desreve it what the fuck this is such a fucking mess